Some Types of Fetishes...

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Holly and Chris...

Have you ever had a friend of the opposite sex that you were so comfortable with that anything that you did with them just felt right? For me that's my friend Chris. Being next to him made me feel like I could be my true self and not have to worry about the consequences that come when I am myself. It seemed like we were incredibly comfortable together. Maybe we were a little too close when we saw one another. It was easy being around him; even if he grabbed me inappropriately. I was alright with him touching me. we would interlock hands, full on french kiss in public or hold each other very tightly on the bus. Only problem was that we both belonged to someone else. we were really good friends but to us what we did felt natural and that was what made this relationship such a dangerous one. the more time we spent together the more we looked like a couple but we never had sex. That was the unspoken rule: no sex cause it would ruin the relationship. Everything in between was fair game including but not limited to lots of teasing, and building of sexual tension. Basically mixing up all of the ingredients of a torrid love affair. All we needed was one of us to give into the desire and it just so happened on that faithful night when I came to visit Chris at work...

 

It wasn't anything out of the ordinary; i would usually go to visit Chris when he was working and I wasn't. I lived to see the smile on his face when he saw that I was there to see him. Chris always looked happy to see me but when he works with his best friend Jerrod it becomes more of a pissing contest between the two of them for my attention. Jerrod's little nickname for me is "troublemaker" which is something that I resent greatly but I live with it. I mentioned it to Chris once that Jerrod calls me that and he gave me the most curious smirk- I guess that Jerrod was jealous or something. I did think that it was strange that Chris was touching me in front of Jerrod which he doesn't normally do. it was Chris that started everything between us after I introduced myself to him. I just allowed it because his touch reminded me of someone from my past that touched me in the same way. Zane was my favorite sensual lover. His hands could make my skin feel like they were on sexual fire; He knew where every freckle was on my body and when I compared Chris and Zane they were very similar. 10 years had passed by since I had the privilege to know Zane and those blissful days. I was convinced that I had buried those emotions deep enough within me that I wouldn't be tormented by the lack of that warmth from my husband Leo.  Instinctively Chris knew how to hold me and touch me the way that I like to be touched. Once I felt the power of his touch I was instantly attracted to him. Once he felt how soft and supple my skin was he couldn't help but want to touch my skin and my body. Chris had no problem grabbing me in front of strangers but in front of Jerrod was something rare. It was the way that Chris flirted with me that made me think that he really liked me past the point of flirtation and it was turning into a sexual invitation. Every time Jerrod would disappear Chris would find an excuse to touch me or poke me. I couldn't resist him and he knew it. He enjoyed watching me get hot and bothered at his touch. We both fully acknowledged that we were playing with fire. After all he had Zoey and he lusted after me and I was completely aware of the situation and I didn't care. I still wore shirts that revealed my skin tastefully. Still brought up sexual topics and asked for his opinions on some of my writings. Chris  was giving me looks of I wanna fuck you so badly all throughout the time I was there. Jerrod saw all of this. he knew what went on between the two of us; he was Chris' best friend. For me, in truth, Chris had amazing techniques that worked extremely well on someone like me which made being with him so easy and safe. He was good at telling me how he liked to touch me and would re-affirm it by lingering his fingers over my lower back. It maddened him that I never wore underwear; after reminding him how horny I get when i wear them he reminded me that he never agreed not to try and have sex with me. That if I ever needed his services to help relieve my horniess he would be there to give me a hand.

 

I should have known when he said that that it was his way of saying that I'm going to have sex with you. Jerrod ended up dropping Chris and I at his place since I had to use the bathroom. Jerrod mumbled something about "you two lovebirds have fun now- not too much thou!" I was thinking to myself that I'm just using the bathroom and taking the bus home. I looked at Chris and explained that I'm just using the toilet and walking to the bus stop. But he got mad at me for saying that and told me that I was going to sleep over. I had to leave at 6 in the morning because Zoey has a key and she likes to surprise him. I agreed and set my alarm clock just to make sure that I was out of there so that he wouldn't get caught having another woman in his bed. It wasn't my intent to get him caught; I just wanted him happy. Only problem was that Chris' happiness included me being caught up in the moment and let things happen naturally. I didn't think anything of it when he asked me to pick out a movie to watch. I had seen all but 4 movies that he had. Realizing that this might be a make out session I choose something funny, and that I had seen before- Robin Hood: Men in Tights. He laughed at my choice but we watched it anyways. He said he was tired earlier but now the mood changed. He began saying that it really turns him on knowing that i don't wear underwear then he asked me what my rules were to fucking. I said that I'm allowed to fuck whom I choose but usually out of respect for Leo I fuck women. He told me that I was teasing his little man with all of the things that I did around him. In my mind I was fully prepared to give him head which he didn't know so when he asked me about how many people I'd been with i looked at him and laughed. I've been with 6 guys and 7 girls. Chris inquired about my sexual training and I answered him truthfully; that I'm not a whore. That i don't just randomly fuck people at the BDSM clubs; that in that environment I like to watch but i am very tight down there and you only need 1 finger. 2 is actually too big for me. Chris was toying with me and kept a constant finger moving on my body at all times. He took my hand and placed it on his penis so I could feel just how much I was turning him on. Personally I didn't think that I was doing anything to make him this hard but evidently his tip was getting wet and he accused me of  being a tease and teasing him too much. My response: I was already planning on giving you head since i wasn't a tease. He took off his boxers and I assumed the position. As soon as my mouth met the tip of his penis he let out a wondrous moan. Since Chris didn't know how much practice I've had giving head his moaning wasn't anything new but he hadn't had the pleasure of receiving head from me till now. He moaned even louder when I deepthroated him; which wasn't such an easy task since he's hung like an elephant's trunk and  me trying to look sexy at the same time. when I looked up at him with those dewy brown eyes of mine he turned me into a 69 position. I did like the fact that he asked me how I liked to be eaten out. It had been 10 years since a man has went down on me with such attention to detail! It felt so good that I let out a breathy moan and began to breathe heavier. Chris couldn't believe how good i tasted or how pink I am down there. The discovery of how my clit swells made him frenzy. Chris was so tender and sweet cradling me in such a way that he brought tears to my eyes because I wasn't expecting this much sincerity. Again he positioned me in the way that he wanted me. Next he slowly put one of his fingers inside of me and was surprised to find out how tight I was even after he ate me out. Chris couldn't help but say out loud Damn! your pussy's so tight! I was trying my best to relax for Chris- I have a tendency of tightening so much that I can clamp a cock inside of me and the guy has to wait for me to relax enough to pull out. Only when watching porn can I stick 2 fingers in but Chris figured out a way to get 2 in. He was teasing me by sticking them in and out of me slowly like he wanted me to think that it was his penis. My moans were turning into whineing screams of please give me your cock and put it inside of me. Chris had me straddle him  as he pushed me closer to him so that I could kiss my pussy juice off of him. Chris thrusted me up and rubbed his cock up and down my vertical smile. This is where I lost all self restraint and gave in to him... so when he asked if he could fuck me and stick it in himself I wasn't really in a position to say no. It got to the point where we couldn't turn back now in our relationship and I asked if he was sure. He nodded and I let him go bareback inside of me. tight pussy + long cock = me having to exhale while it goes inside. Chris liked seeing my face when his cock was going inside of me. I was completely filled by him on the inside and he kept his arms on top of my shoulders and around my neck so that I couldn't escape the pleasure. He kept me so close to to his shaft that i could of easily cum all over his balls. Then he would use his love muscle to flex me into an orgasm. I watched his face as he was enjoying being inside of me. As we locked eyes the orgasms continued to intensify till he had to literally throw me off of him so he wouldn't cum inside of me.

 

Chris confessed that he wanted to cum several times before he actually did. That I was one of his best fucks; I could have been the best with the look on his face but i wasn't going to push it. He said that it was better than he imagined that it would be. I agreed that it was better than we had both imagined it and that he made my legs quiver. Then Chris just held me afterwards remarking on how soft and supple my breasts are. All he could let out was "WOW! at least the sexual tension is gone!" When he went outside to have a cigarette I broke down into tears. No one, including Zane, had ever touched me so deeply during sex to the point of me weeping. I knew that this would be the first and last time that we would do this and I couldn't help but wonder why he was so gentle and sincere. I knew Chris to be more of a long hard and deep guy sexually; not what he did with me which left me momentarily confused. Should I take it as a pity fuck since my husband is in another state? Or did Chris actually mean to have a lovemaking fest because he loves me? Since thoughts like this get me into trouble I'll let him tell me what this means. After his cigarette he let me take a shower and when that was over he opened his arms so that I could sleep next to him. 

 

As we took the bus things felt different between us. His protective side towards me came out differently and as I gave him a hug and a kiss goodbye I had tears in my eyes because I knew that that was the last time that i would see him again...                              

The Woman in my Dreams...

The Dream…

… I am in a home that I do not recognize but it seems so familiar to me; like I have been here countless times but have no recollection of being here. I walk up the stairs towards a mirrored room. It’s dark but illuminated by candlelight. As soon as I enter this room my body feels like it is no longer mine to control. The bed is so soft and silky; draped with blood red sheets and a comforter that has rose petals lightly thrown over it. Behind me I hear a women’s voice; a soft voice that tells me to relax and make myself comfortable. But there is no one there with me in the room. Slowly the fireplace that I didn’t see earlier begins to light itself and I find myself walking towards the bed. I reach out to touch the petals and pull them closer to my nose to take in the sweet fragrant smell… in my head her voice plays saying to climb onto the bed. I have no choice but to obey. My body moves at her command; not mine. I position myself on my back staring at myself in wonder… the mirrors revealing all of my body to me. I look away; again she whispers don’t look away Sidney this is all for you. Some unknown force begins to carefully spread my legs wider as if making room for her to work. I am feeling her kiss my inner thighs yet I do not see anything reflected in the above mirrors and I am becoming frightened. Her voice tells me not to be frightened; that this is all for my pleasure and to trust her. Reluctantly, I allow her touch to calm me back down into a state of arousal. Her touch is gentle yet firm and it is driving me mad with passion. Her lips soft and purposeful and somehow I know this person. I feel connected to her in some way that I cannot put my finger on. As I try to concentrate on where I know her from she hissed at me isn’t it more fun if you don’t think and just feel; just let yourself go and with that I was hers for the taking…

Afterthoughts after Dream…

Who is that woman and how does she get me to do those things? Why do I feel as if I have no control over my body or feelings when she invades my dreams? So many questions that I have no answers for! Am I now a lesbian because I dream of a woman fucking me and I liked it!?!  I didn’t even know that I could orgasm that much!!! God damn that was amazing but how come she just appeared in my life now? Will she even come back to me again…

 

  1/1

Today I feel a bit strange… ever since my lesbian dream last night my world has been off somehow. I feel more empowered and less tense then I usually do. Now when I see an attractive woman all I want to do is rip off her clothes and go to town on her! I know that it is wrong but I have such strong urges to fuck, fuck some more and fuck women! Every little thing I see is a potential turn on and I am finding it hard to keep my underwear from getting soiled. I thought that going to the gym to “work off” this sexual appetite might help but it had the opposite effect. It made the urges worse… and I fear I may have lost all of my self control when it comes to women. Things were going well till I got into the women’s locker area and I had to change into my workout gear. I enjoyed the way my fingers felt taking off my clothing. It reminded me of how her fingers felt which set off a chain reaction inside of my entire body. Next thing I know I am touching myself in public and I can’t stop! Some of the women near me were getting hot watching me others were appalled and one decided to join in and give me a helping hand! She was beautiful… flowing brown hair and blue eyes with an hourglass figure that knew how to relieve my desire. After we both finished cumming together we hopped into the shower and finger banged each other some more. She thanked me for “servicing” her needs and then she vanished. It seemed like an eternity till I got my senses back. I was so mortified about my earlier behavior that I skipped my workout and went directly into the sauna. Thank you God for letting the sauna be empty! What in the hell had come over me? I didn’t even catch that beautiful women’s name! I closed my eyes to take in all of the moments that had lead up to the sauna- re-enacting them just to make sure that I did do all of those things in public with another female. There was her voice again inside of my head you’re welcome Sidney…

I drove home as quickly as I could! Something was definitely wrong with me… I don’t touch myself in public! Or have sex with a woman in public! What was this feeling growing deep inside of me? It was like a perpetual horniness that couldn’t be quenched. I was hungering for sex with females; I was hungering for her. Longed for her hands, her fingers, her lips and her tongue on my body... I wanted to taste her again till I got my fill of her. Even thinking about her made me all moist and wet. The horny feeling was rising again and there was no one but me around to help. Shit home is 10 mins away! I’m going to lose my shit before then! Damn! Missed the light. This one happens to be a long one… not even realizing it I took my right ring finger and started to rub my clit over the spandex workout pants I was in. As I lifted my head up there was a billboard for a stripper bar not even a block from here. Fuck It I’m horny so I went to Sinners.

The women were beautiful here! Not trashy but classy and catered to both sexes! The hostess smiled and winked at me in approval. I asked what the rules were she simply said there are no rules here for you and handed me a VIP pass. As she stepped closer to me she began to fondle my breasts and they were becoming hard. Then she kissed my lips, softly massaging my tongue with hers when she took her hand south to see what kind of effect she had on me. With a pleasurable smile she said enjoy…   

This place was like some sort of ultimate fantasy! Different types of women that were filled with beauty, mystery and seduction. Each outfit was unique, the strippers were all comfortable with one another like they were all sexually intimate with one another. They were announcing the next performer- Logan. Then I saw her- the gym girl from this morning. She was Logan! Her eyes quickly fixed on mine and she began stripping for me. God, the grace with which she moved up and down that pole was poetic! She put herself into many positions that made me want her even more. I couldn’t help but touch myself…she was dancing for me; for my enjoyment only. When she was done picking up the last of her tips she walked straight towards me and said follow me. Her ass was so firm and shapely; the muscles in her legs so toned and defined. I had no idea where she was leading me or why I even decided to follow her. I just knew that I wanted her again. That she was making me so damn wet that I couldn’t stand it anymore. Logan brought me to the VIP room- or I think that’s where she brought me. There were other women in this room some even more beautiful than Logan if that were possible. They were playing with one another; kissing, fingering, fucking with double sided dildos enjoying their selves! This room was more than I could process… all I could do was watch as every woman was orgasming over and over again. I was about to burst! The feeling was taking me over and I began to pull up my sports bra to rub my nipples when Logan saw this. She carefully removed my sports bra and threw it to the side. She took a moment to stare at my breasts enjoying the way that they looked when they got hard. The hunger took over and I reached for Logan. My body was fully on fire and there was nothing I could do but let it play out. I didn’t mean to be the aggressor but Logan didn’t seem to mind. She took it as her queue to be aggressive as well. As our bodies fell onto the floor pillows and other women began to join us. I don’t know how many women were kissing me, fingering me or vibrating me… I was coming so hard that my whole body was orgasming! I felt so alive, empowered and magical. That these women were all pleasuring me and got off on doing this to me made me feel special in a way. I thought that no one could take in all of this pleasure without dying of sheer ecstasy. Time was standing still and then her voice said give into the pleasure Sidney…this is all for you.

It wasn’t till well after 11pm that I left Sinners. You would think that after all that was done to me that I would be completely satisfied sexually. But I wasn’t. Logan and the girls understood the inside joke that I happened not to get till now. They gave me lots of party favors so that I could “take care of myself” if ever the need arises and I can’t get to them in time… they knew that this feeling wasn’t going to go away. Am I turning into a nymphomaniac? What is happening to me…? 

      

The Dream…

… I was sleeping in the blood red bed with the fireplace crackling away. Someone was caressing my body and I moved towards the touch. My breasts were being stroked, teased and finally licked. I was coming from the licks… then my body stopped being mine to move. My hips were pumping up and down from the pinches and nibbles that my nipples were feeling. I was getting so wet that I didn’t notice that she was licking up my wetness. The moans that were leaving my mouth sounded foreign to me. It seemed that her tongue was going deeper than a tongue should go and it was making me crazy… Moans gave way to screams and I was hers completely. I was grabbing what felt like hair and moving her face in and out of my vagina. Then she crawled up my body and began kissing me… my eyes wouldn’t open but I could see her so clearly. As our clits were rubbing together she entered me! She was so big and long that I thrusted to keep her inside of me! There was so much sensory overload that my body just took all of what she had to give me in! So many positions… so much pleasure and like that I woke up.

 

After dream thoughts…

Who is she?? Why won’t she show me her face? Her voice is so hypnotic I fear that there isn’t anything she can’t get me to do! Is she even real? What is she doing to me?? How come it only took me 1 dream to turn into a nympho… was this already inside of me and she is just now bringing this out of me?? Something is definitely wrong with me. But I like it… this new feeling that she is showing me. Does that make me a sick person…?

1/2

Yesterday was the horniest, sexiest, most alive that I have felt in ever! I did things that I thought I would never do—in public mind you! Fucked strippers and I liked it! But part of me was sad… I wanted her to be there. Maybe even one of the women there but she wasn’t. I missed her and I didn’t even know who she was! Today, I decided that I was going to stay inside and not leave the house for a repeat performance of yesterday! And I needed to find a sex therapist that made house calls! I didn’t know if I needed one but I needed someone to make sense out of what’s going on in my life right now. Solution: Dr. Ashton Grey. After our initial phone interview she agreed to take on my case. I warned her that I needed her to come to my house and apologized in advance if I come onto her. She scheduled me for after work and I started to feel better. Little did I know that Dr. Ashton Grey would be so god damn attractive and willing!

I tried to entertain myself as much as I could before Dr. Grey could come over for our first session. Thank you party favors! But again I felt this feeling that something was missing. So I closed my eyes thinking that if I concentrated hard enough I might be able to come to her. No luck. But I did take a longer nap than I was prepared for and woke up with just enough time to get ready for the Dr. visit.

Dr. Ashton Grey was not what I expected. She was hot! Her voice over the phone sounded older, with more authority and very deep. She looked to be my age. Her hair was pulled up in a bun and from what I could tell her hair was a light clover honey color. Her green grey suit brought out the subtle green tone in her hazel eyes. If it wasn’t for her deep wine red lipstick I would have taken her right then and there.

“Sidney? I’m Dr. Grey- may I come in?”

I was too taken back by her beauty to talk so instead I nodded and gestured to her to come in. She decided to sit in the same spot that I was masturbating in and shit- I left my party favors out! Before I could move them out of the way Ashton just looked at them, smiled and said to have a seat.

“So how may I be of service to you this evening Sidney?” Again that voice that oozed with sexual maturity and yet came off as professional.

“I wish you wouldn’t quite word it in that manner Dr. Grey… it makes this harder on me that you are so young, attractive and when you say things like that with double innuendos it gets me all rilled up.”

“How so Sidney? Is it the words that I am saying to you or is it the thoughts that goes behind the visual image of what I can be of service with?”

“when you said that I immediately wanted you to service me sexually. To take away this growing hunger that is inside of me to just fuck beautiful women. Sorry for my crudeness Ashton but since the new year I haven’t been able to not think about having sex with women. Before this I haven’t experimented with women before- I was attracted to men and penis. But New Year’s eve I had this dream where I was being seduced by a women’s voice; but then I never saw the woman. The things that she did to my body felt completely amazing. I woke up wet and pulsating.”

“Have you had this dream before this?”

“No… but every night I have had a different variation since the first night. Last night’s dream was the most intimate dream thus far and I wanted more of what she did to me. Can I be candid Ashton? I didn’t know that fucking a woman could be so fulfilling! Feeling her fingers, lips, and hearing her voice just makes me so horny. I give into her fully and then I wake up.”

“Anything unusual behavior lately?”

“I went to the gym yesterday to see if I could work off some of this sexual energy but in the locker room I ended up touching myself and a girl by the name of Logan fucked me right in front of everyone in the women’s locker room. Then we fucked some more in the showers. After we finished I went into the sauna and I heard her voice again. As I was driving home I started playing with myself and that’s when I saw the stripper sign for Sinners and drove to it. I’m not the kind of girl that goes to a place like that but there I was and the hostess fondled my breasts telling me that I was a VIP member; that there were no rules for me there. Turned out that Logan worked there and I got to see her perform on stage. She aroused me so much that I began touching myself as she watched. When she was done she led me to a backroom where all of these women were having an orgy. They are the ones that gave me my party favors and told me if I ever needed to come back I could. Does this make any sense to you Ashton?”

“I see you’re re-adjusting yourself while I speak. Did recalling these memories get you excited again? What are you thinking about right now Sidney?”

“You… what you would look like naked with your juices pouring down my fingers. What you sound like when you are about to climax. If the words that I am using are getting you hot… asking myself what is stopping me from kissing you.”

Ashton took her chop sticks out of her hair so that it began to fall around her shoulders. “So I am the reason that you are getting excited Sidney. Because you want to know what I look like naked…” her smile was more than devious it was downright inviting. Her hands were moving over her suit buttons revealing that she had on a white silk chemise spaghetti strapped shirt on that showed her nipples. She began to un-cross her legs so that I could see what she was working with… no panties.

“I don’t think that it’s wise for you to be doing that in front of me Ashton. I cannot control this feeling when it decides to fully come out. I lose control of my body…”  

“That’s the point of this exercise Sidney… to see how much you can take till that darker part of you comes out. To gage your reactions in order to help you work through this sexual awakening you are having. By me taking off my skirt and you seeing that I am not wearing any underwear you should be more inclined to transition into a truer form of yourself…” Ashton began to look through Sidney’s goodie bag for something she could use in this situation. She found an 8 inch pink vibrator and smiled in approval. Ashton began playing with the vibrator; rubbing it over her breasts till they were hard. Then she teasingly took off her shirt and her breasts were exposed in all of their glory.

I was just staring at Ashton’s body in pure disbelief that my shrink was trying to turn me on purposefully! It was working… I was getting aroused and I wanted to reach out and touch her body so badly! Stick that vibrator so far up her that all she could do was orgasm. The hunger was rising inside of me to the point that I couldn’t control myself. I felt the need to get myself off. My hands instinctively went to caressing my breasts.  God she turned on the vibrator! That noise alone gets me to squirt. Shit.

Give into me Sidney… give into the hunger that you try so hard to fight. Let me love you again… she didn’t forget about me! That tingling feeling is coming over me…

I leaped across to where Ashton was and began to kiss her. Pining her underneath me so that I could have my way with her. I drove my fingers inside of her with force. Her moan was all of the approval that I needed to continue revenging her. I tore at her breasts like I was kneading bread. Pinching her nipples and licking them smooth again. Her screams were that of desire; not of fear. Ashton wasn’t afraid of the things that I was doing to her. She was a willing participant and that made it all the more fun to make her cum. She felt so good on the inside… warm moist and getting wetter by the minute. Her juices were flowing over my fingers just like I wanted them to. Ashton didn’t disappoint me with how her body felt. She was moaning and crying out for me to fuck her with the vibrator. After licking my hand filled with her cum I took the vibrator and teased it in and out of her tight little pussy. I looked in my goodie bag and pulled out a clit massager and attached it to her clit.  Within seconds she was gyrating her hips to move in time with the vibrations. I turned up the speed and she was screaming harder now. Ashton’s body was quivering and we’ve only just begun. My smile turned sadistic and I turned on the vibrator to full speed while I rode her so that I could share in the pleasure that she was feeling. I silenced her voice with my tongue to make sure that she took in all of pleasure that she was taunting me to give to her. 

Ashton looked so good when she was climaxing. The way her body beaded with perspiration as she was being overloaded with sexual desire. Her olive skin tone made the sweat beads stand out even more as she pressed herself against me. Ashton took her fingers and jammed them into me. The sudden unexpectiveness of her fingers inside of me surged my body with a rush of pleasure. I wanted more. More of Ashton in every way that I could possibly have her in. More of this feeling that was making me pulsate with excitement. She will be a great fuck buddy!!! I hope that this experience is a good for her as it is for me. Even when Ashton begged me to take out the vibrator I told her that she could go for longer and that she would thank me for it when it was over. I wanted to hear her scream in pleasure; orgasm so hard that she can’t even walk just so that I could keep her coming back to me…

Mercifully I removed the clit massager and began to lick her clit. Who knew that she could shutter at the mere touch of my tongue… I swirled the vibrator around and watched as her body reacted to the movement. The when I thought that she had enough I took it out. So Ashton can squirt… interesting.    I returned back to my chair and I felt more like myself again. At least the self that I know I am. Ashton’s body was convulsing with orgasms and I was quite proud of myself for being able to give her that. Her eyes were large and fixed on me. I didn’t know what to do but apologize and said that I would understand if she didn’t want to be my shrink. It took Ashton some time to get her wits together. When she did she said that our session was over and that she would see me again in 2 nights.

“You sure that you have only been into women for the last couple of days Sidney? Well ah hem you could have fooled me! I have to say that I haven’t had that kind of pleasure in a very long time…” there was that devious smile again and she was gone.

2 more nights till I can see her again… that would be waaay to long for me to go without seeing her! Maybe her juice is still on the vibrator… yes! I couldn’t believe that I am such a fiend right now licking off Ashton’s juices from this pink vibrator! She still tastes as good as I remember… I put the clit massager on as I inserted “pinky” to re-enact what Ashton must have been feeling. The massager on my clit was enough for me to repeatively cum; but pinky was pushing me over the edge just like I wanted it to. My hips were rising to push pinky in deeper but I needed some instant gratification. All I could do was jam it in and out of me as hard and as fast as I could. I was screaming in pleasure and I heard her voice… Cum for me Sidney I wanna hear you scream out my name Sidney scream out J for me.  

“fuck me harder J! fuck me… J J J J J J”  Something removed my hand from pinky and placed both of my hands above my head. Pinky was moving on her own and I couldn’t care less. Her name was J… she didn’t forget about me. She still wanted me and that was all that I needed to know.  J put her weight on me just like I did to Ashton. The pleasure was more liberating than I thought it would be! J played my body as if she has always known how to make me cum. Her licks of my nipples in unision with the massagers made me so fucking horny that the hunger was growing even bigger inside of me. The hunger was consuming me fully and I was beginning to feel myself letting go for J… giving into whatever she wants me to be. I tried to move my arms but it was useless. J had me where she wanted me. She took pinky out and inserted herself inside of me. As soon as she made contact with my vagina I was orgasming harder than before. My screams and moans were turning guttural; I was going primal. I felt like I was going to implode with all of this excitement that J was making me feel.

It won’t be long now Sidney… cum harder for me and I’ll make you feel even better… don’t disappoint me Sidney…

I was cuming as hard as I could for J… then I felt something warm and wet near my asshole. I gasped as she inserted something into it! Relax Sidney you’re going to enjoy taking all of this… don’t you trust me…?   J was right; it felt like all of me was being filled. My body was weightless as J put me into doggie style position. Was I being double penetrated at the same time? OH MY GOOOOOOOD!!! What the fuck is she doing to me!?! This feels sooo good! J was pounding me so deep that I couldn’t think straight. She pulled on my hair to arch my back and for a moment the hunger was appeased. Then she disappeared. I was left with the silence of desiring something that I didn’t know if it even exsisted.



Come Meet the Phone Sex Family...

Ahhh!!!! Gotta love Sundays! People think that its easy being a phone sex operator... but it actually takes some finesse and a really sultry voice to be good. The illusion is to make the caller feel that it is real even if it isn't and keep them coming back for more. I'm not the best but I am one of the more successful ones- people would kill for my list of regulars; not my little black book which is something completely separate from this enterprise. My clients are like my naughty, kinky little family that I had always wanted but didn't have. Each one asks for something different from me and all the while i get off to their scenarios. Men. Women. Both genders call me and due to their "generosity" I live pretty comfortably. Some of them i have met in real life and they are surprised that someone like me does phone sex as well as escorting. Truth: I hate 9 to 5 jobs that make me conform. People are people and as long as its not too disgusting i'll usually indulge in their fantasies with them.

 

Monday's are when my Kinky Mommy calls. She's older and definitely a MILF over the phone. Her twisted turn-on has to do with her maternal need to make her daughter feel better even if its making her orgasm. She likes to pretend that the daughter needs her help to make her feel better; that only her touch will make the pain inside her tummy go away. When she begins to touch her daughter's tummy she presses on her outter g-spot to the point of begging her mother to put her fingers inside. Mom gives in and the daughter begs her to fuck her all different ways. And since mommy's a squirter it's fun making her cum. She even provides her own toys so that it more authentic and I can appreciate that on her end. Sometimes she changes it up and punishes me when I don't do what I'm suppose to do by having rough sex with me and talks so dirty to me that I even squirt! After every session she says "I love you baby girl" and it sort of warms me. Call it my need to have a close intimate relationship with a mother figure that accepts the person that I am.

 

Tuesday's are Daddys. with him it varies but usually something having to do with me making the first move and initiating contact to get a sexual rise out of him. He's reluctant at first but then gives into me and we go at it. Daddy likes it when i tell him that he's too big inside of me and I exhale as i try to put it all the way inside of me. He likes to fuck fast and hard but he lacks stamina so it's mostly major tease then when he cant handle it he says, "Just don't tell your mother" and I know to say "daddy my juices are spilling and your missing it!" to get him to do what I want. As he's fucking me he likes to compare me to "my mom" and how much better I feel on the inside. That this would be our little secret  that mom wont ever find out. I like playing the teen seductress; it's empowering when I do it with him and i welcome that.

 

Wednesday's is the older brother who likes to watch/hear me touch myself. I masturbate for him and call out his name as I do it. we have more of a protective love that makes him want to be the only person that enters me so when i get him so turned on by my moans calling out his name him he politely asks to penetrate me. It's quite romantic that he cares so much for me; I find it enduring. He likes it when I call him big brother and that alone. He tells me that he won't ever leave me and that all men are just going to use me accept for him. Sometimes he'll pretend to walk in as i'm playing with my dildo and i'm suppose to act surprised and say "oh big brother please look away; I don't want you seeing me like this thinking about you." Genuinely sweet and romantic gestures are few and far between in my line of work and this client spoils me rotten!

 

Thursday's are reserved for my twin sister who likes me to fuck her with a strap-on. Anal is something that she particularly likes and she has a need to be filled. She's just a dirty little slut that needs her holes filled on a regular basis by her twin sister. With her, it's a full on whore behavior and I like to get down and dirty sometimes. there isn't much I can say about her that hasn't already been said.

 

Fridays... Friday is for my Uncle. Unlike his brother,  my daddy, he just likes to tell me the things that he wants to do to me, getting me wet enough to let him slide his dick inside of me. Nothing more than that which is what i like.

 

Saturdays are spent with my auntie and her fun machine. Auntie likes it when she gets to hear me on a fucking machine. when I told her that I didn't have one when she first called me, she made it a moral imperative to meet in person, and go buy one together. She ended up paying for it and  we've been  best friends since. one thing to note about fucking machines: they are called that for a reason! When I want it harder i make it harder but when I'm cumming to much and I want to touch the dial to stop she makes me turn it up higher to hear my primal grunts and groans. Combine that with a haitchi and you are guaranteed to squirt. She shares that with her sister, my mom, in that respect.

 

Sundays I keep open so i have some time to myself to reflect, write and take care of my chores. I know that my work week sounds more like porn than phone sex but the fantasies are very realistic and my clients expect nothing but the best  performance from me. Some record sounds so I know when to say my lines others go improv. All orgasms happen to be real as well as the sounds. I sort of pride myself on that which is why my clients pay me so much money. do I ask for it? no but they do tip me handsomely.  I look forward to tomorrow- there's nothing like some mommy time...

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Mondays are especially fun to wake up to. Unlike most 9 to 5 jobs that drag on  Monday mornings mine makes me tingly with anticipation. I get to be fucked by my mother repetitively until she feels that I've either learned my lesson or that she helped me to feel better. I'm hoping that she'll go with the Mommy I don't feel good line... I need some maternal bonding right now.

As with all clients I even set-up different cameras throughout my room so that I can record it and edit it for a full quality movie. Call it my dirty little secret hobby that keeps me busy. Sometimes if they are really good i give them a "special" video that's made just for them. Like i said I give my clients quality; not quantity one full day a week. Who else can be that dedicated? Phone sex, meet and fuck in the sheets, or just watching me thru the web cam. Whatever they desire I will provide. Mommy in particular likes to see and hear me cum so I let all of the different camera angles roll so that she can have her pick of which vantage point she wants to watch from. I have our selection of toys out and ready to be used at a moments notice; all she has to do is tell me which color and I'll know which one to use. Just in case I'll put on the plastic sheets in case she makes me squirt. Definitely if i make her squirt. Mommy likes it when I wear white cotton underwear, something light and breezy and with pig tails. Who could resist such a delectable soul when dressed with pig tails. don't they just make you wanna pull them while you're making me call out your name? I thought so.

RING. RING. I pick the phone up but do not talk to let her know that I want to play sick today. After a brief pause she asks if I'm okay. I tell her "Mommy I don't feel so good. My tummy hurts." Immediately she goes into our routine: "I'm sorry to hear that sweetie Mommy's here to make it all better. Take your hand and rub your tummy the way that mommy showed you. Good girl." I was exhaling loud enough for her to hear me letting her know that I was rubbing my outer g-spot like she taught me.

"Mommy its making the pain hurt more. I think that you need to ring my doorbell to help relieve the tension."  (code for message my clit so that I can cum)

"Okay baby if it helps you to feel better... is that the way you like it?"

"Yes mommy just like that." Mommy likes to make me feel quick light orgasms; and progressively builds them up for the finale squirt. I was breathing heavier and I needed her to stop to make sure that I didn't cum early. "Mommy this isn't working. I need something more to make the pain go away. Mommy hurry it hurts..."

"Here you go hunny Suck on mommy's nipples for a while and see if that helps you at all." (code for put 2 fingers inside till I let you cum)

"Okay Mommy..." The motion of the in and out was making me clamp on the inside. "Mommy is it okay if you push on my doorbell? Please you make it feel better when you do..." (code: use fingers and clit because I'm about to cum)

"anything for you sweetie" When she gives me the go ahead I go to town on myself. I call out Mommy repetitively and I shutter with delight. With that in mind she asks, "Feeling better little one?"

"Almost mommy I'm tingling again. Which means its almost over." (Code for I came hard but I didn't squirt.)

"For good measure sweetie lets do it one more time to make sure that I got everything alright?" (Cum till you squirt)

 "Okay Mommy" This time was enough for me to squirt onto the closest camera in that general direction. I know mommy will appreciate that later... she always does.

"Do you feel better baby?"

"Yes mommy I feel better. Thank you."

"Remember I love you baby girl. talk to you later"

"Bye mommy" And there you have it. that is how you have phone sex that should have been a porn work.             

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Nymphos Anonymous...

" Hi my name is Tabby and I'm a Nympho! Yes I know that I have a quote unquote "problem." That I am not normal by most people's standards... Does that make me a bad person? I can't help it if I watch porn; specifically Lesbian, Hentai and even masturbate while doing so. I wouldn't necessary call this a "problem" since I'm a functioning one. Hence why I began the way I did. Yes, I have fetishes: Blindfolds, soft whips, domination, soft/gentle touches... touch. Like Sharon Stone's character in Basic Instinct I too enjoy a person's hands and like to be bound by soft items. But I also like to be a voyeur. I like to watch. It excites me to see things that are taboo and watch anyone turn one another on. I enjoy watching the woman raise her hips in order to meet the pending thrust of his penis into her vagina. The sounds that come out of her mouth as she's about to climax can make me cum instantly. I love watching the subtle body cues that one gives while they are about to cum. What's a matter? Shocked that i am so blunt about it? That my matter of factness about talking of all things sexual is strangely intriguing to you? Sex is something that has been with me since I was at least 5 years old. The ghost of my past lovers would seduce and tease me on a nightly basis. This is why I have a fetish regarding touch. Also probably contributing to why I grope in my sleep and/or like to order myself to cum becoming my own master/slave at the same time. Have you ever dominated yourself and willed yourself to cum? Creating fantasies/ dominating myself are just some of the fun ways that I entertain myself. Night time is my deviously fun time. My dark and dirty time where i get to express my darker sexual side. Even my husband lying asleep next to me turns me on to the point of rubbing one out right next to him. I watch porn in front of him with head phones on and my clit swells so much it looks like a 2 inch penis. Another reason why I hate Wearing underwear... the silk/cotton rubs against my clit to the point where I go into heat. I suppress my siren/ succubus tendencies even though its really hard. I manage to get through my day." This group that surrounds me is somewhere I feel safe and freely share whatever is on my mind sexually.

But then he came along... I was doing so well in nymphos anonymous (5 years) till he joined. As soon as I saw him I knew that I was going to get myself into lots of trouble. He was my own little mix of sexual addiction wrapped around in the form of a gorgeous young man. His brown eyes were soulful yet mysterious and mixed with his shaggy brown hair made him an instant hottie by my standards. On the first day I saw him I gave him the nickname Devil; cause he'd be the one to lead me into temptation and fall from grace...

Then he spoke with such eloquence that I was creaming in my pants, "Um...Hi my name is Kurt and I am a Nympho. I guess you could say that I am addicted to cunnilingus and to pleasing women even if they aren't mine to please. Porn is only a substitute for not having the real thing. Never had to use my hand to get off because there was always someone to get me off. I do not think that I have a problem but the people closest to me think that I need this support group. So for them I'll give it a try for now..." Those eyes kept piercing me as he talked and I knew that he was sizing me up. I've been around the block a couple of times to know when someone is imagining me naked. But he was taking it a step further: he was fucking me in his head. That devious smile that he keeps flashing me is making me hot on the inside. Aw shit he's coming over...

" So it looks like I'll be needing a sponsor... you wanna be mine? "

"uh... sorry Kurt I'm not really the sponsoring type. You're better off on your own."

"And you are Tabby right? Ya... I don't think that you have a choice in the matter. Our fearless leader decided that you would be my sponsor. He already gave me your card. I'll be in touch cutie" then he winked at me...

"Amos my fearless leader why on earth would you want me to be his sponsor??? You know he's my type down to the letter... are you trying to get me to fall off the wagon Amos? Cause that's what its looking like! Why not Tandy or Jael they are better at this then I am. Please tell me you have a great reason for me being his sponsor!"

"Well Tabby its like this: you've been good for the last 5 years being a "functional" nympho and he needs guidance in that way. Look at it as a test of resolve Tabby who knows maybe you are just what Kurt needs..."

"Not cool Amos... did you see the way he was undressing me with his eyes!?! he's gonna try to fuck me as soon as he gets me alone Amos! What the hell!"

"Don't tell me that you didn't like it Tabby I'm sure your creamy by now which is another reason I choose him for you. If you can face him you can face anyone and not fuck them. I know that you two are probably going to fuck one another and part of our group here is to be supportive but not enabling. He'll call you in a moment of weakness and try to transfer that weakness onto you. At this point you have a choice: give in or calm him down. Either way  you are the only one who can help him out of this predicament. Besides... don't you wanna have a little fun with him? I know he would..."

"Fuck... fine! But don't expect me to be happy about this Amos!!! Stop fucking with my head and my lust dude! See ya!"

Great! I so didn't want a fuckbuddy. I am perfectly content with my husband and my fingers thank you very much! Now I have a fucking nympho fuckbuddy and how am I going to explain this to my hubby? He's not going to be too happy about this! this shall be fun...

ring. ring. ring. "Hey my love what's up? Oh Amos called you? and told you that I was going to sponsor someone!?! that it was a guy named Kurt and that you are okay with this?!? Are you sure? did he explain what it means to "sponsor" someone? Alright if you are alright with this then I'll be alright with this. Love you honey! I'll see you when you get home from work! Bye." click. Amos you are playing with fire and I'm going to be the one that burns your ass severely!!

I've got a couple of hours to kill while the hubby is still at work... what to do. what to do. Weed and porn time!!! i packed the bowl to the brim and enjoyed my Girl Scout Cookie weed in my bong. This was the porn where the older woman seduces the younger woman and a young man watches from the shadows just the way I like it. Watching the younger girl have her first girl on girl experience with the older woman was so hot to me that my clit was growing. The older woman was using vibrators on the young one and she was cumming so hard that she was squirting all over the place. "That's what happens when you let a woman fuck you!..." Amen sister! Another bong load and I should be good to go and get my rub on. I closed my eyes and imagined that I was the one being fucked by the older woman even though I could be her... damn cum squirting 8 times in a row man what i wouldn't give to have that! Wetness level rising. clit swollen. rubbing time! Personally I like to use my ring finger in a circular motion on the left hand side of my clit. I am the master of my clit and I decide when it cums and when it doesn't. I've been training myself to control my cumming for decades now so when i cum I cum long and hard on my command. Almost there....

What the fuck?!? "Hello? Kurt this is a really bad time for you to be calling me. If you are not in some serious trouble I'm going to kill you myself!"

"-um good to hear your voice too Tabby. I need you to come over. I'm about to slip with this gorgeous blonde chick and I need your help. I'm at 640 greenbriar path hurry cause I don't know how long i can hold out. see you soon" the girly voice in the background was sounding impatient fuck and I still haven't cum yet! shit 1 more bong hit and then I'll leave.

Kurt had a nice home. Big old and had moss and ivy around it. Knock. knock. Knock. When Kurt opened the door he had no shirt on and me being in the mood that I'm in was not letting me focus on anything but his abs. Muscular, defined and smooth. he must manscape. His hair was shaggy and in his face masking those dark eyes of his. "So what's the emergency Kurt? I told you that it better be a good one... -"

After he looked me up and down, "You looked flushed Tabby hope i didn't interrupt something. Come in Suri was just about to leave. weren't you Suri" he stated with a glare towards her general direction. She dogged me but i didn't give a shit. He gestured me in and all I could think about was why he called me over and why did he let that beauty just walk out of here without touching her. "Don't worry about Suri Tabby she just doesn't like to be second fiddle to anyone. I told her that you are my nympho sponsor and she was threatening to fuck me to prove a point: that shes the only one who can properly fuck me."

"I don't see how that really is my place to know about that Kurt. I have a husband and I do not need to have a nympho fuckbuddy if that's what you're thinking about making me. I get it you have urges and you prefer others to get you off but if you want to get a handle on this you need to cater to yourself first. There's nothing wrong with self masturbation Kurt; I do it on a daily basis. Does that surprise you? Weird question: do you have any weed or lesbian porn handy? All of this is making me stressed out."

"As much as I would like to fuck you right now I know that I need to get to know you before we do that. I have both materials handy if you are in need but how is this going to help me? I thought you might just jack me off or give me head or something... not that I was going to do it myself!"

"Well then pack me a bowl and pop in a porn and I'll show you how these two items will help curb your appetite so to speak. Some men use lubricants like lotion or spit so grab whatever it is you would like to use and let us begin from there. I personally do not use lubricants but to each his own. You aren't an invalid you can stroke yourself right? then sit back relax and puff, puff pass Kurt. When you're into the porn start touching yourself. I'll be right here doing the same thing and just let it out and not be afraid. Its alright if you cum on yourself; we'll clean you up later."

"Hmm me stroking myself? um okay. to be honest I've never done this in front of anyone before and I'm a little embarrassed but I'll give it a try. You are going to do the same thing right? cool."

It wasn't like I was asking him to hang himself while he gets off but i could see that he was scared so I started first. Kurt freaked at how nonchalantly I reached up underneath my skirt to play with myself. He was staring at my big clit and I mentioned that he called me at a moment when I was getting myself off. Kurt wasn't bad for a beginner. He got the basics down which is all one really needs in order to jack off. Longer than I thought his penis would be and with good girth. The weed was descent but mine was better so me getting off might be a little tougher but I'll manage. Turns out he's a moaner; interesting. Me I'm more quiet when I pleasure myself. I decided to coincide my cumming with his and it surprised Kurt that I would do something like that. The look of pure disgust was on his face as he sprayed himself with his man juice. I couldn't help but laugh since it was his first time seeing his own white stuff. it was kind of cute...

"Well now you can say you've had the pleasure of cumming with me. I hope you don't think any less of me for showing you how to masturbate Kurt. Once you get into the habit of this it will be easier to control your urges. Is that all you needed from me cause I need to get home and make dinner."

"Yeah that was all that I needed Tabby thank you. I think that I might not be able to do that again unless you are here next to me. I guess that I trust you... enough to jack off in front of you. Will the touching get any easier?"

"Take a shower to clean yourself off Kurt... you know what? Is it okay if I take one as well? I don't want to be in lust mode when I get home to my husband. The touching will get better but give it some time..."

"sure... bathrooms upstairs first door to your right." Wow. Steam room shower; I'm impressed. normally I would lock the door but I don't think that he'll come inside; the hidden camera conveniently placed above the shower was a dead giveaway. Curiosity was definitely peaking as I thought of his facial expressions as he viewed me taking a shower. hope he enjoys the show and just to make sure i made eye contact with the camera so he knows that I'm wise to his games. You wanna play then we'll play and I'm going to win Kurt.

"Thanks for everything Kurt! Till next time..."

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The next NA meeting seemed uneventful; no one wanted to share so I was forced to share again thanks to Amos. Kurt wasn't here which was strange but normal if he felt treatment wasn't helping him so I didn't think too much about it. But just to be on the "sponsor safe" side I sent him a txt asking where he was. His response: i'm in my car in the parking lot with a raging boner and I can't get myself to cum. HELP PLEASE! Its the green challenger hurry!

Fuck! Really?!? Whatever freakin ever! Sorry Kurt your just gonna have to wait till this is over...

"Hi its me Tabby again. Lets see what can i tell you that I haven't told you already... hmm i think that I was born liking girls and would use to try to suckle on my moms tits and attempted lesbian sex at age 6. I like the way that women feel and I personally get off on getting them off. Just yesterday i was thinking about this beautiful blonde girl that I wanted to fuck and I instantly came... yes if i think it sexually i can usually have an orgasm. Like I already said in an earlier meeting it doesn't take much to get me off. I maybe cum on average about 20 times a day. I have a huge libido and when its active it has a mind of its own. i've only been with 7 men and about 8 women so I have a pretty tight hole for lack of a better term that's prone to self masturbation and 9 times out of ten my pussy gets her way. If you excuse me I have a issue that I need to take care of right  now Amos why don't you pass the torch to someone else please!"

So a green dodge challenger... i like that hopefully its a dark kelly green or jungle green cause that would be hott! and shit... it is! His looked so twisted in its misery that I realized just how beautiful he was in all of his suffering. That torment was genuine and he needed me to help him get thru this- who am I to prolong his torture. Kurt unlocked the passenger door and I got in. He was on the border of tears, "Its not cuming Tabby i've been trying all afternoon and it wont seem to cum. I think that its broken." damn he looked really shaken up.

Think of something comforting to say... "Dont' worry Kurt. I've seen this before all you have to do is relax and use your mind for the sexual stimulation. fantasize and you'll be able to cum. You do know how to do that right sweetie? no? well then close your eyes and imagine a beautiful woman that you want to make love to. now for lack of time she's already naked wet and wanting your hard cock inside of her. Now think about what you want to do to her and take it from there." okay so far so good hes responding; the panic is leaving his face.

"Tabby talk dirty to me please I need to cum this is too painful. I owe you big time- many times over the dirtier the better."

I can't believe i'm doing this and not getting paid for this... "Oh Kurt your sooo big please put your big cock inside my juicy wet pussy. Can you feel that? I think that you're too big for me. oh yes push that cock into my pussy. Harder. Faster. Like that. Just like that Yes YEsYES. Keep it up and don't you dare stop Kurt deeper. mmmmm awwwwww yeeeeaaaaaahhh. Im cuming. Ahhhh!"  Screaming out loud for extra effect made Kurt squirt all over the front seat and mirror. I'm not sure what's was more surprising his face as he squirted or my surprise to see how much came out as he squirted. Either way it was very entertaining seeing him get off on my voice.

"Um thank you so much Tabby! I don't know how people can do this more than once a day and not be completely spent! Oh my god I don't think I've ever cum that much in my whole entire life. What the hell did you do to me?"

"That would be the masterful art of phone sex mixed in with the power of the mind via  sexual fantasies. Haven't you ever gotten off to dirty thoughts before? Oh don't tell me that you grew up catholic? cause that would actually explain alot if you did. Anyways lets get you cleaned up and into the NA meeting. Let me help you-"

"I can do that myself thank you Tabby. Go back inside and I'll be there in a bit. Thanks again Tabby for being so understanding during my hour of need and being a good sponsor." Woah what's his problem that's twice now that he won't let me help him clean up his cum. Guess he's kinky like that.

Meanwhile as I was tending to Kurt's "accident" Amos put the group on break till I handled whatever it was that I had to do.  This time it was Amos that told his story:

"Hi my name is Amos and I'm a nympho. my addiction was all forms of bondage at first- i liked to see the person that I was going to fuck all tied and bound  like helpless little prey. I would tie the ropes in such a way that I would tease her with every knot I made and every string I pulled to get her wet enough for me to enter her. If they were flexible I would suspend them off of the ground and let gravity push my cock all the way up inside of them. then when that wasn't enough for me I went to bondage shows and masturbated as the women were bound and gaged right in front of me. Then my friend introduced me to this place where you get bound and the girl controls you like a string puppet. she decides how she wants to be fucked and I have no choice but to go along with it. At first I didn't like the lack of control but then it became solace to me.  it got to the point where I would auto-asphyxiate myself just to feel the sensation of a hard cum. porn didn't do as much for me as it does for most of you it just made me worse and I ended up paying prostitutes 20 bucks a pop to jack me off on the other side of a wall that I had installed that was just big enough to fit my cock thru. All I wanted was the feeling of cuming. I even tried to become gay in order to feel that hard cum you get when you milk the prostate gland anally. Turns out all I needed was a hot bi-sexual who loves to dominate me with a strap-on. Anyone else feel like sharing or shall we call it a day? alright I'll see everyone tomorrow. "
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TXT message: Tabby, come to the meeting 30 mins early I want a progress report on Kurt- Amos
Progress report!?! Really? Come on! What the hell am I suppose to "report on?"

"Yo Fearless leader- what's up?"

"So what was Kurt's crisis? And before you tell me that you can't tell me it says in your contract as a sponsor that you are allowed to speak to me about your interactions or lack there of. So... what happened?"

"The man honestly doesn't know how to jack himself off. Amos I had to teach him- a grown man who has no excuse to not know this except that 'the girls always did it for me!' Then I had to explain to him how to fantasize in order to jack off. He had a boner that he couldn't ejaculate himself and no I didn't touch him so stop looking at me like that! I gave him my best phone sex voice to got him to cum. Don't be such an ass Amos!"

"He likes you alot Tabby; he feels safe with you but more importantly he trusts you. So make sure that you do not betray that. Also, you'll see a difference in him from now on... he's becoming more in control of his urges. Um and another thing: Suri doesn't like you and wants you to leave him alone so that means you're doing your job. She's fucking hot!"

"I know right!?! Shes the blond that I was talking about in meeting yesterday. I would love to fuck that vain bitch with a strap-on and have her call me daddy... Oh I'm sorry Amos was that too much info for you?"

"You'd make her call you 'Daddy'? Why Daddy?"

"To prove that I'm better at fucking her than a man is of course Amos... like your wife Alannah does with you i'm sure-"

"Shhhh. let's just keep that to ourselves here okay Tabby. i don't need the others to find out about that especially Jael- that kind of stuff turns her into a fiend. now be a good girl and lets get ready for our meeting."

Kurt was surprisingly chipper and sat right next to me. Amos was right; he was different. He wasn't as cocky and arrogant as he was when we first met. There was a softness or a vurnerableness to him now that was likable; but i'm not going there.

"Hi... my name is Jael and I'm a nympho. I'm not sure what you would classify me as since I hate labels. I have both male and female parts- the fun combo down south. Um hard I'm pretty big; a good 8 and a half inches and I have a vertical smile which intrigues and confuses people. As you can tell I portray myself as a beautiful woman; my features are closer related to that sex plus i was born with breasts. I get with men and women ages 18-60; I don't discriminate or judge or anything. It's just who I am. Due to me having both parts i have quite the sexual vibration and appetites to match. Threesomes or orgies make me happy and yes i can fuck myself when no one else is there to do it for me. I like to have my holes filled as some of you are familiar with. Um yeah that's it."

"Thank you Jael. Anyone else? Cade you haven't spoken in a while let;s go."

Coughs heavily "Hi. I'm Cade. I'm a nympho and I'm proud to admit it. Unlike most people here I am not ashamed of who I am or what I am. Yes I keep my urges under control but I'm a chronic masturbator and have been known to whip it out in public and start to jack off. you may have heard of me- the public jerkster. Yeah that's me. Now I do it for money and I make a pretty hefty living. That's all you're going to get out of me today Amos."

"Good share time folks. As you know we are always here for you. Have your sponsors on speed dial if you feel the urge to slip off of the nympho wagon. If they aren't available then you can always call me. Sponsors check in with one another and make introductions if need be."

Shit! Kurt's gonna find out that Jael is my sponsor and he's not going to stop asking me questions about her nether region. Just breathe and get this over with!

"Um Jael this is Kurt my newbie. Kurt this is my sponsor Jael."

"Hey! So you're Tabby's sponsor? Unreal. You must of had some real fun with her to get Tabby this calm. from what i heard she's a handful-"

"I'm a handful to most men Kurt but not to most women and yes Jael did help me thru alot of things; namely how to deal with my urges in a non-destructive way."

"Tabby you can tell that hes curious about our past 5 years together and he should be. Maybe if you stay in our inner circle you can see all of the fun things we do to keep the inner nympho from coming out. Yes TabbyKat is a very interesting girl... here's my number and well discuss some useful ways to overcome your issues. See you later TabbyKat"

"Before you even ask me let me just say that the first time I met Jael I was a sex fiend. I would walk the streets looking for girls to fuck and i found her. That night in particular I was so horny that it gave me a  sex fever. That my friend is when you are so hot and bothered that you can only focus on sticking something inside of you to orgasm. Jael happened to recognize what was going on with me and took me to her fuck spot. I told her that I could pay and she said that I didn't have to that she would do this for me for free. All I wanted to do was fuck and she just stared at me looking me up and down. I lunged for her and she grabbed me by the neck to keep me at bay. I let out a pleasurable moan. Jael began to squeeze my nipples one at a time and I was cuming. But I wanted more and she saw that. my underwear was sopping wet from her touching my tits and yet I gushed more as she rubbed my tiny clit. Orgasm after orgasm and I still wasn't satisfied. it was the way that she got me off- using little to no contact which was something no one had done before. Finally what seemed like forever i begged her to use a vibrator on me saying that i needed to be fucked hard and she understood. She took one of my hands and put it underneath her dress and i felt a bulge. I started to stroke her and was surprised at how big she got when I did that. Jael fucked me for hours in different positions, intensities, and without mercy. I took it all and I still wanted more so she started to grind it out of me using her pussy and eventually she filled my needs. i explained to her that no one had ever given me that type of pleasure before and if we could do that more often. I again offered payment and she said no saying that fucking me was all the payment that she wanted. And yes she uses her penis better then most men can... and i love fucking her. Anything else?"

"Yeah can i get a little help here Tabby ahhh your story was very um descriptive. or if you're busy i can call Jael and see if she's willing to help me out."

Damn you Amos!!!! "You call me first Kurt... besides haven't you been practicing visualizing fucking me to the point of cuming?  Don't be embarrassed; I figured as much from what you said to Jael. I hear Suri is pissed at me. Wait till she finds out that we haven't had sex yet and you still wont fuck her! maybe if you tell her that i like girls she may reconsider being my friend. that way all parties are happy! I know why don't you imagine us together as you watch. That should do it for you but wait till you get home though. If not then you can always watch the shower video of me if you haven't already. Your welcome Kurt gotta go. Text if you need me!"

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 TXT message: Tabby it's Kurt. can you come over i need you... its pretty serious . The key is in the flower plant and bring hair pins to the second floor first room on the left. Shit what hell did he do now? Hair pins!?! I swear that boy doesn't get it on so many levels that it isn't even funny; its sad. But you are his sponsor and you need to take care of him. I guess he's the little puppy dog I always wanted but never got. Now I get why I never liked dogs- too much damn effort... bet the girl left him in the hand cuffs chained to the bed... serves him right for not calling me till after the fact. Amateur.

"Kurt? It's Tabby. Hope you're decent!" I couldn't help but imagine that he was chained up spread eagle with a mssive bonner; that thought was enough to get me wet. now prepare yourself Tabby if he is like that resist the urge to jump on him and fuck him. You're a good girl and you aren't about to abuse this situation... although he may like it- *shakes head roughly* no you are his sponsor act like one! So here it goes...

Yep. He was Kuffed to the bed. Spread Eagled and hard. It looked like he had been crying. I wonder how long he's been like this. As i walked closer I could see the bruising that the kuffs left. They were close to bleeding mark like he was struggling to get free. His mouth was gagged and his eyes were so traumatized that I whelded up with tears. Who the fuck would do something like this to him?? Ahh yes Suri. That bitch wants a fight then she's gonna get a war! How dare she violate my newbie like this!!!

"Don't worry Kurt. I'll get you out of this. I'm going to kill that bitch Suri but first i'm going to fuck that girl raw then kick the shit outta her and then get Jael to put out the word that she needs to be taught a lesson!!! I'm so sorry Kurt..." Wow. I actually sound like I care about him. I'm not normally this protective of people but seeing him like this makes me offended on multiple levels that my evilness is coming to the surface and focused on her. Thankfully I have been in this situation many a time so I know how to pick locks and to make sure that I am always wearing some type of bobby pin in my hair. I slowly took out the red ball gag and put my finger over his mouth to keep him quiet. Once I removed all of the kuffs I carefuly began to move his joints. All Kurt could do was cry and I held him as he did. I told him that there was no shame in his tears; that it was okay to let it out. my God he was trembling so much that I thought he was going to pass out from the shock of it all. I just held him like a baby hoping that he would fall asleep and forget that this ever happened.

I know that Kurt didn't send me the txt... he's been here for a long while. So Suri planned this which means she still could be here. "Is Suri still here Kurt?" He nodded yes. "Where is she sweetie?" He pointed to the right.

TXT Message: Jael 911 emergency bring your gear and your ass kicking shoes. A bitch just traumatized our newbie and she's coming after me next. adress is 640 greenbriar path. Doors unlocked upstairs second floor first door to the left. ASAMFP Jael. Shes still here. We are royally fucking her up!        

 I let go of him, covered him with the nearest thing that resembled a blanket I could find and waited for Jael to get here before I went looking for the person who was going to be the recipient of my major ass kicking. I can hold my own in a fight but with Jael there it would make Kurt feel better knowing that both of us are on his side. I know that Jael and I are crazy bitches but I don't know if Suri has a gun, knife or what. Poor Kurt. He just clung to me whimpering why...

I explained to him that "this is what can happen if a woman gets mad angry and jealous all at the same time. Their brain goes haywire and if she can't have you then she'll hurt you and the people that she feels replaced her. By you not sleeping with her you sort of gave her the push that she needed to go off the deep end. You didn't know that she was going to take this route Kurt. Unlike Jael and I we anticipate the actions of the people in our lives so that these types of things don't happen a whole lot. In the beginning I had something similar happen to me and that's when I had to call Jael to bail me out. You'll see that Nymphos anonymous is a safe place with people who won't let anything happen to you. I just wish that you told me that she was here; then this may have been prevented Kurt. Txt me even if you think that it isn't a big deal... no matter what don't we always get through it?"

Jael came in her dominatrix outfit complete with her steel toed combat boots which made Kurt show a faint smile. "Oh honey what did that girl go to you? Tabby let me see his wrists... oh poor baby momma Jael will make it all better. And the ankles??? This may sting but the ingredients in this won't leave any marks of this awful thing happening to you. when we're done this will all just be a bad dream sweetie! Tabby where is she!"

one of the many reasons that I love Jael is for the simple fact that when you dominate someone you adhere to the rules that embody trust. When those rules become broken in her presence Jael will not hesitate to fuck you up. I've even seen her almost kill someone as a result. We nymphos have an honor code just like BDSM people have a code. You respect the code and everyone wins...Suri did a big no-no: her slave is terrified of her and has made this a traumatizing memory to the point of leaving marks. You don't leave marks or betray the person's trust. Yeah, Suri's a dead woman walking for sure. I opted to stay with Kurt since he is afterall my newbie. That and the fact that Suri hates me so I would just make the situation worse.

When Jael found Suri she was fully clothed standing in the corner of Kurt's closet brandishing an army knife. One thing about Jael: she's vain and doesn't like anyone scarring her or leaving marks. So when she was old enough to fight back she did and refuses to let anyone hurt her that way again. Of course Jael had no problem getting the knife away from her and putting her in a police type of arm lock. When I saw the look of pain on Suri's face i was gloatful; even creaming at the chance to fuck her extremely roughly for hurting Kurt. I carefully moved Kurt off of the bed and to a comfy lounger so that Suri could take his place. Since I knew what was about to happen I asked Kurt what he would like to do.

"Kurt sweetie do you want to be in the room when we do this? I must warn you that this is not going to be pleasant in any way what so ever towards her. She did something very bad to you... and for that she is going to have to pay for it in a very fucked up manner. I don't want you to see this side of us but know that we are doing this for you..."

He just smiled at me and whispered, " Do what you need to her so she stays out of my life. forever. Tabby please stay with me"

"Tabbykat I got this... go be with him in his time of need. I'll join you two when I'm done here. Now let's see what am I going to do with you Suri..."

normally I would protest and argue to stay but Jael was right; Kurt is my main priority. Making sure that he's safe is first and foremost. I didn't know where else to take him so I brought Kurt to my house. On the outside it looks normal but I have a sex slave dungeon in my basement and sex rooms that I keep locks on so no one goes in there but me. For now i'll put him in the living room and tell my man that he's going to be here for a while. Shit I have to call Amos too!

"Hello?"

"Amos, it's Tabby.  um  there was slash is a situation going on as we speak. Suri went fatal attraction on Kurt and she left him hand cuffed to the bed spread eagled with a fucking red ball gag stuck in his mouth! His wrists and ankles are bloody bruised and I'm not saying that in British terms! Ya I called Jael and she's taking care of Suri as we speak but Kurts pretty shaken up by it. He hasn't stopped crying yet. I have him here with me in my living room. This happened at his house after our meeting. I don't know what to do except not leave his side. Can you call my man and alert him to the situation and tell him I'm sorry. Coming from you that would be better. He doesn't like other men in the house Amos... thank you so much for this! Well if you hurry to 640 greenbriar path second floor first room to the left you can watch Jael work and maybe help out since I can't. Have fun for me Amos! See ya at the next meeting!"

"Kurt sweetie whats your favorite comfort food and drink. I think that this occasion calls for the best weed ever- don't you agree?"

"ice cream and root beer floats... you know that you didn't have to do all of that for me; calling Jael for retribution and nurturing me like you are. I still can't believe that she turned on me. Suri was the only one that wasn't happy that I was going to NA. She said that they were just going to brainwash me into thinking that it was something wrong; but you guys didn't. You welcomed me with open arms and even though you were reluctant at first to be my sponsor you have been the best person that I have in my life Tabby. Thank you for saving me tonight. I had been there for at least 8 hours chained up and every so often Suri would come in and jack me off and stop before I came. I don;t know how many times she did that to me. It hurt and she said that was how she felt ever since I met you. I explained to her that we never had sex and she believed me; she just knew that i was thinking about you when I was with her. It didn't help that she found your shower tape and compared it to hers- you won by the way. Suri can't handle being anything but number one and for you to swoop in and bewitch me was too much for her."

"Here's your Ice cream and root beer float!well if I knew it was a competition I would put some effort into it Kurt but i'm not looking for anything sexual more than what I already have. Amos hand picked you for me because you are everything that I would look for in a sexship. If I can sponsor you without giving into my urges then I have in fact controlled my desire so that it doesn't run me. So far so good but when I saw you lying there all violated like that it took everything in me not to get on top of you and fuck you till you came. instead I held you close and told you that it will be okay. Right now I'm just glad that you are alright for the most part. Even Amos has your back. Him and Jael are taking care of her. I wish we could watch them torment her. That would be the sweetest revenge right now...but I know that you aren't cool with that"

"We can if you want...My house is setup with that intelligent technology so I can check in on things." Kurt pulled out his phone and voila instant punish tube with Jael and Amos. Be a good sponsor Tabby you can see it later... "You know what? Why don't you record it and I'll watch it later when it isn't so fresh in your mind. Just enjoy your ice cream while I pack us a bowl" with that being said there was only smiles within the exchange of silence as the pipe was smoked. I know I could so totally take advantage of his venerability and he wouldn't mind... that my touch would be welcoming and it would help to replace the bad memory but I won't go there. When Kurt passed out on the couch I bit my lip hard. I won't let this devil tempt me tonight. He needs to be around people he can trust. For now Tabby sleep on the floor so that you don't grope him. Ya that's just what he needs right now for you to complicate the situation!!!

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... I didn't pay any attention to the feeling of a male body curling up next to me; I'd been used to it for years with my man but the form was different and I felt a sudden tenseness come over my body. The way he was fondling my breasts I couldn't help but start to back my ass into him whoever it was. He was getting me off with just tit play... Shit was he good. What... now he's just putting his hand over my lower abdomen??? Why is this getting me off so much? He isn't even touching my g-spot. What the fuck... this must be some good weed for me to have such a vivid sex dream...

But it wasn't a dream; Kurt was right behind her shyly caressing her. When Tabby figured out that it wasn't a dream his fingers were already inside of her; tentatively playing as if waiting to ask permission before full blown finger banging. Talk about waking up with a bang...

"Kurt... you don't have to thank me by fingering me. Even though it feels really good i need you stop it now. I said stop." Tabby removed Kurt's fingers slowly trying to savor the sensation without him knowing. Truth be told she didn't want him to stop but she needed to be a responsible sponsor... great fingering techniques weren't helping...

"I'm sorry Tabby you were calling out my name in your dream so i thought that it would be okay. although i'm saddened that you woke up as fast as you did. I wish had more time to enjoy you..."

"That being said um thanks but please don't ever touch me unless i give you permission Kurt. You know what you just did could be con strewed as rape and even if i was calling out your name what made you think that i was remotely wanting you to violate me? I would have told or asked you to touch me Kurt! what the fuck!!!! you're just like all the other men i know- opportunistic to the core thinking only with your dick. I resisted my urges towards you and you gave into yours. Get away from me... you disgust me. After all I did for you you repay me by unwanted fingering!!! I have a man Kurt and he isn't you. Please respect that and think the next time you decide to diddle me!" and with a slap to the face Tabby continued, "Yes I'm pissed at you but give me a minute to calm down... after all you are just a man. you don't know any better!!! but I'm telling Amos and you WILL explain yourself to him!"

"I didn't realize that I crossed such a boundary with you Tabby... I thought that it was something that you wanted... but I see now that I made a terrible mistake and I know that you won't forgive me any time soon. You truly are not like any other woman I have met. Please accept my apology Tabby. I'll see myself out. You can keep my cell to watch Suri... and bring it to the meeting later."

Thank God he's gone!!!! Damn! what the hell was that about? why did I get so mad at him? because I trusted him and let my guard down. I went all protective and nurturing and he thought that I wanted him. Again somehow this is all my fault... FUCK!!!!!

"Hey Amos... it's Tabby. Stop talking Amos. Kurt heard me call out his name in my dream last night and began to curl up behind me, pinch my tits, and fingered me without my permission!"

"Was he good?"

"Yes he was and I came alot before i woke up. No I can't do this Amos. He needs another sponsor... I'm going to give into him if he doesn't keep his distance Amos. Even I can't hold out after I felt his fingers inside of me!!! I told him that he has to talk about it with you but I'm bothered. I'm-"

"First of all Kurt is your responsibility whether you like it or not. I told you that he had feelings for you and when he felt comfortable enough to show them you get angry at him! Shame Tabby... you shouldn't have let him get underneath your skin like that and you should apologize! You know that kind of situation called for a lighter touch.. but because I love you Tabby I'll explain to him why you took it so personally if you will let me. I gotta go but I'll see you at the meeting today we'll talk more about this and the Suri thing. by the way she's going to be part of our meetings. bye"

As if this day could get any worse Suri is now part of NA!?!?! FUCK MY LIFE!!! well if I have to face Suri I might as well watch the punish tube and see what happened after I left. Now lets pack a bowl and get down to the show!!! Kurt had it all cued up for me... brownie points for the effort but I'm still mad! I took a hit of the bong and pushed play.

... from the look of it Jael was enjoying tightly cuffing Suri to the bed spread eagled like she had done to Kurt. Suri's twists and squirms only ended up hurting her delicate skin and you could see the bruising starting. Jael just circled her; watching her and taking it all in. Jael can be like a predator when she is hunting prey; she likes to stalk them, inflict psychological damage and when they have been broken she swoops in for the kill. Damn! No sound. Guess I'll just imagine what is being said. Whatever it was Jael didn't like it and began to smack Suri on each cheek. Back and forth about 3 times each. She had tears in her eyes and was screaming out something that made Jael gag her. She also brought out the pressure clips... a device that Jael made herself. Once she clamps the clips onto the nipples they begin to tighten at intervals. If she chooses to Jael can add vibrations or static shocks as well. But what got my attention was that her pussy was glistening with juice... she was getting off on her punishment and it hadn't even begun yet. Jael noticed it too and I think she called her on it. Suri's tears felt like retribution and I started getting off to it. Something was off- Jael wasn't using her hands. she was using other things to touch her. Normally she enjoyed working with her hands but she was purposely avoiding touching her like Jael was disgusted by her. What??? Jael is putting on gloves and just hovering close to her pussy!?! Look Suri's making the bed sheet wet. She's fucked now... Jael is bringing out a fuck machine!!! Jam that bitch hard with no lube mama. And Jael did unmercilessly and without remorse. You could see the uncomfortableness Suri had on her face but her fat swollen pussy took it like a champion! Hell, she's even thrusting like its her God. Jael adjusted the frequency of the machine and Suri's body looked like it was gonna break. But she was taking it... taking it all and loving it. As Jael took the gag off Suri was smiling a crazy smile which meant one thing: she was going to frenzy and loose her mind to the fuck. not sure if there is going to be anything of use she'll be able to do after this. Oh shit she's using the mechanical dildo gag and pulled out the fuck machine. Damn that thing is covered in pussy juice!!! Surprisingly that was hot even though it was her. That was enough to make me cum. Jael left her that way for a while; cock less and begging for more. I think that she was doing that to avenge Kurt. Let's fast forward to the good stuff. No way!!! she left her there for over 3 hrs stewing in her own juices!!!! Came back stick it in harshly out in out and left again Hardcore momma. Look at Suri trying to struggle and choking on her own spit. You deserve all of this bitch lick it up!!! Enter Amos. by this time Suri had bucked enough to cause her wrists to bleed as well as her ankles. Amos was saying something to Jael that she didn't like and she left. He then turned his attention to Suri. Whatever he told her made her relax and calm down. Bastard is blocking the camera and I cant see what he's doing. Ahh he put a vibrator on top of her lower abdomen and he's slowly putting it inside of her. Then he left her like that. What the fuck did he do to her!?! her body is contorting like something out of an exorcism. Whole body vibrations and there came that smile again like she was going to frenzy. yet she was taking this punishment like it was a reward. Looks like she's come to the dark side and she likes it.

Damn just seeing her writhe in extreme pleasure like that made me cum so many times that I lost track after 20. You could tell that she was soaking ths shit up and loving it. A sign of nymphomania which is why Amos said that Suri would be coming to NA. What?!? Kurt's phone asked if this location wanted to be saved so I tapped yes. then another question: any other number that you want to have access and of course I put in my mobile and saved it. This will teach you to try to fuck with me Kurt...

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"Alright everyone take your seats... we have a new member so everyone make her feel welcomed. Suri- come up here and share a little bit about yourself..."

"Um Hi. I'm Suri and I'm a nympho-"

"Hi Suri"

"Um yeah... First of all I don't think that I have a problem. I like to fuck. Fuck married men or men that are a challenge. Hell, I'll even fuck women if it gets off my prey. Yes I'm vulgar and i curse like a sailor and I fuck like one too. I mean Who doesn't enjoy sex. I have issues with people who do not accept the person that they are. So yeah I do not particularly want to be here but since I did the crime I'll pay the fine and do the time... I'm done."

Anyone else feel like sharing today? Oh I know Cameron why don't you share your story... please"

"Fine Amos. Hello darlings my name is Cameron and I'm a Nympho who is also suffering with multiple personality disorder. I shouldn't say suffering but rather I never know what the day will hold for me or Lindsay, or Jack or Cas but it keeps me on my toes. The aspect of Cameron is the one that has issues with our sexuality. She cannot get enough of the idea of cumming. It fascinates her knowing that she can stick anything up inside of her and it will make her cum. I would wake up feeling spent with a note next to me saying that we needed a more powerful vibrator. My name is actually Susan but the person that you see before you is the essence of Cameron. She is the one that shows up to the meetings and is willing to make adjustments in order for all of us to function as one. Men women objects, fruit if she can fit it inside of us and it gets her to cum shes happy. That's it..."

"Remember friends this is a family; we help each other out and we protect one another. If you have a problem take it up with me. If something happens and you cannot get in touch with your sponsor call me. Show of hands who already has 3 in their group? everyone. hmmm I guess that means that Suri is under my charge. Stay strong Friends and know that we are only a phone call away. Tabby, Jael , Kurt, Suri I need to speak with you all NOW!!!"

"What the fuck Amos!?! Ya I'm still a little pissy so unless you want to incur my wrath please keep me away from Kurt and Suri.-"

"Tabby stop acting like a little bitch that got butt hurt because she got touched inappropriately. Put your differences aside and work on the bigger picture. Kurt, Tabby has a history of male figures in her life taking advantage of her and raping her in her sleep. even when she locked the door they would still find a way to come in and violate her. Of course you had no idea Kurt but because you did that you have now crossed over her comfort line and into the category of "you are just like all the other guys" and you will now see her hostility towards men now being taken out on you. Suri, your jealousy almost cost you your life last night. Do you realize that If I let Jael have her way you would be dead or at least wishing that you were??? All because you were jealous of Tabby and took it out on Kurt. And from now on you and Kurt are not to have any contact with each other is that understood??? And Jael??? You absolutely know better than to do something like that but i understand that you were just protecting yours like we taught you here. Tabby you are still Kurt's sponsor so work out your fucking differences and get over it. I think I've said all that I needed to say to you guys so I'll see you at tomorrow's meeting. "

"Here's your phone back Kurt. thanks for letting me borrow it. Sorry I over re-acted but I didn't expect that you would do something like that to me. It'll take me some time to get over it but if you need me for anything don't hesitate to text me. Just do me a favor and don't touch me unless I tell you to Kurt or else I'll have to kick your ass and ask Jael to back me up. "

"Tabby... Thank you for still being my sponsor despite what I did to you. I'm sorry that I misread the signs and that it wasn't what you wanted but please don't put me in the category of all the other men in your head. If it takes a lifetime I'll prove to you that I'm not like all the other men that you have dealt with. If it wasn't for you I'd still be tied up in misery suffering so you will always be special to me Tabby. just find it in your heart to forgive me. See you tomorrow??"

"Yeah i guess so. See you later."

"Sorry sweeties but I need to borrow Tabby mama Jael needs her assistance. Tabby meet me at my house and if your nice Kurt I may let you watch!"

Jael's house wasn't what you would call exquisite but for it being smack dab in the center of fucking parkway it would do. 5 years ago Jael dragged me into her home to save me by fucking my brains out. Wonder what she needs me to help her with today. There were no words; just her hand placing mine on her penis. It was hard and pulsating begging for me to ease her pain. Last night with Suri made her so repulsed and aroused that she waited for me to make her feel better.

"Please Tabbykat I need you..." and with that I grabbed the back of her head and leaned in for the kiss... Her lips were warm and soft but they were quivering. She wasn't being overly forceful or even assertive; she was just being a venerable woman which freaked me the fuck out since Jael isn't known for this type of behavior. But I found myself resisting the urge to take advantage of the situation by dominating her. There was a sweetness to this encounter that I wanted to keep going. The level of intimacy between the two of us was making me so wet that I soaked my jeans. Jael gently undressed me and laid me on her bed. She had my favorite color sheets on the bed. the cobalt blue satin sheet set that she had on the first time that I came here. Jael didn't bother putting on a condom and as she stared at my wet pussy... she teasingly rubbed her cock against my clit; putting the tip partially inside of my lips then adding a little bit of pressure so that I would start to breathe slightly heavier. I could feel how wet her cock was getting from my juices and when she thrusted inside of me I let out a pleasurable moan that almost made me cum. She fucks me better than my man does. Always paying attention to my body cues and my sexual needs but most importantly Jael takes her time with me as if she's savoring it. With every hip movement she brings me closer to orgasm and I have to remind myself that I can take it all; holding off the orgasm till Jael's ready to cum. Even a position as simple as missionary Jael makes it feel like it was something EPIC. Shit she's doing the circular hip movement... I'm going to fucking die from pleasure!!! When Jael performs this technique on me it also makes her breasts circle my nipples which turns me on even more. As I reached to grab her she took my hands in hers, kissed them and placed them above my head. Jael grabbed my legs one at a time sliding them in an upwards position then raised them to be placed on her shoulders. Oh God she's putting me in my hard cum position!!! Jael's thrusts got longer. Deeper. Harder as she felt my pussy squeezing her cock. Massaging it from the inside. My clit was full on swollen and when Jael noticed that fact she began to rub it in a circular pattern that made me begin to clamp her cock even more. I was trying to keep my mouth open to prolong this feeling when Jael whispered in my ear," Cum for me my beautiful Tabbykat... it's alright" but I shook my head no and gave her a look that begged her to keep going which she did. Jael could feel that I wanted to cum but I was being stubborn because I didn't know when I would get another chance like this to be with her in such an intimate way. So Jael went faster to force me to cum and we came together. As she collapsed on top of me she whispered that she loved me which I repeated back. Sleep came welcomely after Jael and I made love. She held me just like any other man would- spooning me tightly and holding me close. Sometimes I wished that Jael and I were together; I love my man but that close intimacy that we just shared is nothing compared to what I have with him. Of course it wasn't him that saved me all of those years ago. It was her; and her huge cock that got me through the toughest parts of my life. I owed her greatly and for that I will always be her special fuck buddy. In alot of ways Jael was the only man that I trusted; but she already knows that. Thats why she waited for me to relieve her sexual pain. Why she was so eager to make love to me.
"Tabbykins please forgive our little Kurt. I like him in our circle and he didn't mean any harm. Besides, it wasn't as if you didn't want him messing around with you. Admit it Tabby you wanna fuck him badly-"

"Shut up Jael!!! So what if I want to fuck him!?! It's not going to happen! Yes He has great fingers and I crave his cock inside of me but I won't do it!!! If I can get through this being his whole sponcor thing then I will finally be rid of my Nymphomania Jael. Don't you want that?"

"Well pumpkin truth be told I'd miss you too much if I didn't see you at the meetings. I love you more than I love anyone else on this planet but you were putting out the signals towards Kurt and it isn't his fault that he picked up on them and initiated sexual contact. What have I told you about checking your vibe Tabby? You should really go over there and give him a fuckpology. I know that you don't want to but you guys need to settle things. Can't you see that he feels horrible! Go and see him love. Talk to him and get him to understand- now be a good Tabbykat and apologize; preferable with sex-"

"But I don't wanna Jael! If I do I'll succum and give in completely!!! I dream of him. I masturbate to his image Kurt's constantly in my mind- wondering how good he is at fucking; especially with me. I crave him and it is taking everything that I have not to give into this temptation... Kurt's my devil that I cannot get rid of pushing me to do things that will cause me to slide in my NA ways. But you're right. I'll go and talk to him AFTER we smoke a bowl together."

What Tabby didn't tell Jael was that she gave herself full access to Kurt's security cameras feed and that she had been watching him ever since the whole Suri incident happened. Kurt really is a fine specimen of man to look at and gaze upon when he walks around his whole house naked; the way his cock moves in accordance to his muscleature gets me horny all of the time. Its adorable how hard he tries to jack himself off- he's totally ackward about it but at least he's making the effort which puts a smile on my face.

As I pulled up to Kurt's house He still was frolicking around in his birthday suit. When I knocked he was scrambling to find some clothing to put on. All he could find was a small towel that barely covered his package. "Um Tabby ah this isn't what it looks like. I was um just-"

"Dancing around like Pan? your towel needs to be a bit bigger; I can see how hard your cock is sweetie. Been practicing jacking off?"

"Um no- I mean yes. Well I'm not very good at it. Do you think that you can help me out by showing me again Tabby? I think that I'm doing something wrong... it just gets bigger but nothing comes out and it's starting to hurt Tabby really bad."

Yep. He's purple down there and from the looks of it its pulsating. Looks like I get relieve him. " Kurt, if I help you take care of this you're not going to consider me a fluffer are you!?! I do not particularly like to jack guys off since there is no recipracation on my end but I guess for the sake of being your sponcor let's sit you down and give you a happy ending." Kurt recoiled at my touch with a look on his face that screamed are you sure that this is okay after I misread the signals last time. I reassured him that it was okay; that I was going to take care of him this time but it wasn't going to be all of the time.

"Close your eyes and relax Kurt. Think about the person that you want to have sex with. Imagine their body, their curves, what their tits, pussy and ass look like. Now imagine yourself getting all nice and hard for her lusting for one of her orfices. Feel the sensation of going in and out-" and with that thought I began to slowly stroke him getting faster but still keeping a firm hand on his cock. Kurt was letting out moans of pleasure as I was stroking him which inturn made me horny as all hell even after Jael made love to me. His cock was swelling up even more then I saw it that one night and I couldn't help it- I began kissing it and putting my mouth around it. Shit!!! His cock feels so damn good inside of my mouth! So Big and yet it slides easily in and out of my mouth... fuck! I wanna fuck him so badly right now! Kurt's eyes got bigger as he realized that I was sucking his cock and doing it well. All he could do was watch and stare at me engulfing his huge cock in my mouth. The intensity that was coming from his eyes was making me cream my pants. The sounds that he was letting out was turning me on so much that I had to play with myself.  Kurt's hips were moving now and he seemed to be getting over the fact that I was the one giving him head. when it was time for him to cum Kurt asked with his eyes if he could cum in her mouth. Tabby nodded her head in a yes motion and out came the sweetest cum she had ever tasted in her life. Lost of it as well which concerned Tabby.

"Don't get up Kurt; you're fucktarded right now. Just relax and enjoy the feeling of being emptied. I know that you said that you are bad at jacking off so I guess we are just gonna have to get you some sex toys to help you out, " Kurt's face cringed at the thought of sex toys since Suri left him with traumatic scars."No sweetheart, I'm not going to tie you up or anything like that. we need to get you masturbatory items and things that will make you feel as good as I did. Look I'm sorry that I flew off of the handle with you Kurt. Consider this my way of saying that I am truly sorry for everything."

"Tabby- um is it okay if I return the favor? I know you said that I have to ask you permission to touch you and that felt so amazing that I would like to reciprocate as my way of saying that I accept your apology. Is that alright?"

Oh my Fucking Gosh he is going to eat me out!!! Calm yourself down Tabby- you don't want him to know that you have been secretly wanting this  since you first met him. "I want to smoke a bowl first then you may proceed with your request."