The
Dream…
… I am in a home that I do
not recognize but it seems so familiar to me; like I have been here countless
times but have no recollection of being here. I walk up the stairs towards a
mirrored room. It’s dark but illuminated by candlelight. As soon as I enter
this room my body feels like it is no longer mine to control. The bed is so
soft and silky; draped with blood red sheets and a comforter that has rose
petals lightly thrown over it. Behind me I hear a women’s voice; a soft voice
that tells me to relax and make myself
comfortable. But there is no one there with me in the room. Slowly the
fireplace that I didn’t see earlier begins to light itself and I find myself
walking towards the bed. I reach out to touch the petals and pull them closer
to my nose to take in the sweet fragrant smell… in my head her voice plays
saying to climb onto the bed. I have
no choice but to obey. My body moves at her command; not mine. I position
myself on my back staring at myself in wonder… the mirrors revealing all of my
body to me. I look away; again she whispers don’t
look away Sidney this is all for you. Some unknown force begins to
carefully spread my legs wider as if making room for her to work. I am feeling
her kiss my inner thighs yet I do not see anything reflected in the above
mirrors and I am becoming frightened. Her voice tells me not to be frightened; that this is all for my pleasure and to trust her.
Reluctantly, I allow her touch to calm me back down into a state of arousal.
Her touch is gentle yet firm and it is driving me mad with passion. Her lips
soft and purposeful and somehow I know this person. I feel connected to her in
some way that I cannot put my finger on. As I try to concentrate on where I
know her from she hissed at me isn’t it
more fun if you don’t think and just feel; just let yourself go and with
that I was hers for the taking…
Afterthoughts
after Dream…
Who is that woman and how
does she get me to do those things? Why do I feel as if I have no control over
my body or feelings when she invades my dreams? So many questions that I have
no answers for! Am I now a lesbian because I dream of a woman fucking me and I
liked it!?! I didn’t even know that I
could orgasm that much!!! God damn that was amazing but how come she just
appeared in my life now? Will she even come back to me again…
1/1
Today I feel a bit strange…
ever since my lesbian dream last night my world has been off somehow. I feel
more empowered and less tense then I usually do. Now when I see an attractive
woman all I want to do is rip off her clothes and go to town on her! I know
that it is wrong but I have such strong urges to fuck, fuck some more and fuck
women! Every little thing I see is a potential turn on and I am finding it hard
to keep my underwear from getting soiled. I thought that going to the gym to
“work off” this sexual appetite might help but it had the opposite effect. It
made the urges worse… and I fear I may have lost all of my self control when it
comes to women. Things were going well till I got into the women’s locker area
and I had to change into my workout gear. I enjoyed the way my fingers felt
taking off my clothing. It reminded me of how her fingers felt which set off a
chain reaction inside of my entire body. Next thing I know I am touching myself
in public and I can’t stop! Some of the women near me were getting hot watching
me others were appalled and one decided to join in and give me a helping hand!
She was beautiful… flowing brown hair and blue eyes with an hourglass figure
that knew how to relieve my desire. After we both finished cumming together we
hopped into the shower and finger banged each other some more. She thanked me
for “servicing” her needs and then she vanished. It seemed like an eternity
till I got my senses back. I was so mortified about my earlier behavior that I
skipped my workout and went directly into the sauna. Thank you God for letting
the sauna be empty! What in the hell had come over me? I didn’t even catch that
beautiful women’s name! I closed my eyes to take in all of the moments that had
lead up to the sauna- re-enacting them just to make sure that I did do all of
those things in public with another female. There was her voice again inside of
my head you’re welcome Sidney…
I drove home as quickly as I
could! Something was definitely wrong with me… I don’t touch myself in public!
Or have sex with a woman in public! What was this feeling growing deep inside
of me? It was like a perpetual horniness that couldn’t be quenched. I was
hungering for sex with females; I was hungering for her. Longed for her hands,
her fingers, her lips and her tongue on my body... I wanted to taste her again
till I got my fill of her. Even thinking about her made me all moist and wet.
The horny feeling was rising again and there was no one but me around to help.
Shit home is 10 mins away! I’m going to lose my shit before then! Damn! Missed
the light. This one happens to be a long one… not even realizing it I took my
right ring finger and started to rub my clit over the spandex workout pants I
was in. As I lifted my head up there was a billboard for a stripper bar not
even a block from here. Fuck It I’m horny so I went to Sinners.
The women were beautiful
here! Not trashy but classy and catered to both sexes! The hostess smiled and
winked at me in approval. I asked what the rules were she simply said there are
no rules here for you and handed me a VIP pass. As she stepped closer to me she
began to fondle my breasts and they were becoming hard. Then she kissed my
lips, softly massaging my tongue with hers when she took her hand south to see
what kind of effect she had on me. With a pleasurable smile she said enjoy…
This place was like some sort
of ultimate fantasy! Different types of women that were filled with beauty,
mystery and seduction. Each outfit was unique, the strippers were all
comfortable with one another like they were all sexually intimate with one
another. They were announcing the next performer- Logan. Then I saw her- the
gym girl from this morning. She was Logan! Her eyes quickly fixed on mine and
she began stripping for me. God, the grace with which she moved up and down
that pole was poetic! She put herself into many positions that made me want her
even more. I couldn’t help but touch myself…she was dancing for me; for my
enjoyment only. When she was done picking up the last of her tips she walked
straight towards me and said follow me. Her ass was so firm and shapely; the muscles
in her legs so toned and defined. I had no idea where she was leading me or why
I even decided to follow her. I just knew that I wanted her again. That she was
making me so damn wet that I couldn’t stand it anymore. Logan brought me to the
VIP room- or I think that’s where she brought me. There were other women in
this room some even more beautiful than Logan if that were possible. They were
playing with one another; kissing, fingering, fucking with double sided dildos
enjoying their selves! This room was more than I could process… all I could do
was watch as every woman was orgasming over and over again. I was about to
burst! The feeling was taking me over and I began to pull up my sports bra to
rub my nipples when Logan saw this. She carefully removed my sports bra and
threw it to the side. She took a moment to stare at my breasts enjoying the way
that they looked when they got hard. The hunger took over and I reached for
Logan. My body was fully on fire and there was nothing I could do but let it
play out. I didn’t mean to be the aggressor but Logan didn’t seem to mind. She
took it as her queue to be aggressive as well. As our bodies fell onto the
floor pillows and other women began to join us. I don’t know how many women
were kissing me, fingering me or vibrating me… I was coming so hard that my
whole body was orgasming! I felt so alive, empowered and magical. That these
women were all pleasuring me and got off on doing this to me made me feel
special in a way. I thought that no one could take in all of this pleasure
without dying of sheer ecstasy. Time was standing still and then her voice said
give into the pleasure Sidney…this is all
for you.
It wasn’t till well after
11pm that I left Sinners. You would think that after all that was done to me
that I would be completely satisfied sexually. But I wasn’t. Logan and the
girls understood the inside joke that I happened not to get till now. They gave
me lots of party favors so that I could “take care of myself” if ever the need
arises and I can’t get to them in time… they knew that this feeling wasn’t
going to go away. Am I turning into a nymphomaniac? What is happening to me…?
The
Dream…
… I was sleeping in the
blood red bed with the fireplace crackling away. Someone was caressing my body
and I moved towards the touch. My breasts were being stroked, teased and
finally licked. I was coming from the licks… then my body stopped being mine to
move. My hips were pumping up and down from the pinches and nibbles that my
nipples were feeling. I was getting so wet that I didn’t notice that she was
licking up my wetness. The moans that were leaving my mouth sounded foreign to
me. It seemed that her tongue was going deeper than a tongue should go and it
was making me crazy… Moans gave way to screams and I was hers completely. I was
grabbing what felt like hair and moving her face in and out of my vagina. Then
she crawled up my body and began kissing me… my eyes wouldn’t open but I could
see her so clearly. As our clits were rubbing together she entered me! She was so
big and long that I thrusted to keep her inside of me! There was so much
sensory overload that my body just took all of what she had to give me in! So
many positions… so much pleasure and like that I woke up.
After
dream thoughts…
Who is she?? Why won’t she
show me her face? Her voice is so hypnotic I fear that there isn’t anything she
can’t get me to do! Is she even real? What is she doing to me?? How come it
only took me 1 dream to turn into a nympho… was this already inside of me and
she is just now bringing this out of me?? Something is definitely wrong with
me. But I like it… this new feeling that she is showing me. Does that make me a
sick person…?
1/2
Yesterday was the horniest,
sexiest, most alive that I have felt in ever! I did things that I thought I
would never do—in public mind you! Fucked strippers and I liked it! But part of
me was sad… I wanted her to be there. Maybe even one of the women there but she
wasn’t. I missed her and I didn’t even know who she was! Today, I decided that
I was going to stay inside and not leave the house for a repeat performance of
yesterday! And I needed to find a sex therapist that made house calls! I didn’t
know if I needed one but I needed someone to make sense out of what’s going on
in my life right now. Solution: Dr. Ashton Grey. After our initial phone
interview she agreed to take on my case. I warned her that I needed her to come
to my house and apologized in advance if I come onto her. She scheduled me for
after work and I started to feel better. Little did I know that Dr. Ashton Grey
would be so god damn attractive and willing!
I tried to entertain myself
as much as I could before Dr. Grey could come over for our first session. Thank
you party favors! But again I felt this feeling that something was missing. So
I closed my eyes thinking that if I concentrated hard enough I might be able to
come to her. No luck. But I did take a longer nap than I was prepared for and
woke up with just enough time to get ready for the Dr. visit.
Dr. Ashton Grey was not what
I expected. She was hot! Her voice over the phone sounded older, with more
authority and very deep. She looked to be my age. Her hair was pulled up in a
bun and from what I could tell her hair was a light clover honey color. Her
green grey suit brought out the subtle green tone in her hazel eyes. If it
wasn’t for her deep wine red lipstick I would have taken her right then and
there.
“Sidney? I’m Dr. Grey- may I
come in?”
I was too taken back by her
beauty to talk so instead I nodded and gestured to her to come in. She decided
to sit in the same spot that I was masturbating in and shit- I left my party
favors out! Before I could move them out of the way Ashton just looked at them,
smiled and said to have a seat.
“So how may I be of service
to you this evening Sidney?” Again that voice that oozed with sexual maturity
and yet came off as professional.
“I wish you wouldn’t quite
word it in that manner Dr. Grey… it makes this harder on me that you are so
young, attractive and when you say things like that with double innuendos it
gets me all rilled up.”
“How so Sidney? Is it the
words that I am saying to you or is it the thoughts that goes behind the visual
image of what I can be of service with?”
“when you said that I
immediately wanted you to service me sexually. To take away this growing hunger
that is inside of me to just fuck beautiful women. Sorry for my crudeness
Ashton but since the new year I haven’t been able to not think about having sex
with women. Before this I haven’t experimented with women before- I was
attracted to men and penis. But New Year’s eve I had this dream where I was
being seduced by a women’s voice; but then I never saw the woman. The things
that she did to my body felt completely amazing. I woke up wet and pulsating.”
“Have you had this dream
before this?”
“No… but every night I have
had a different variation since the first night. Last night’s dream was the
most intimate dream thus far and I wanted more of what she did to me. Can I be
candid Ashton? I didn’t know that fucking a woman could be so fulfilling!
Feeling her fingers, lips, and hearing her voice just makes me so horny. I give
into her fully and then I wake up.”
“Anything unusual behavior
lately?”
“I went to the gym yesterday
to see if I could work off some of this sexual energy but in the locker room I
ended up touching myself and a girl by the name of Logan fucked me right in
front of everyone in the women’s locker room. Then we fucked some more in the
showers. After we finished I went into the sauna and I heard her voice again. As
I was driving home I started playing with myself and that’s when I saw the
stripper sign for Sinners and drove to it. I’m not the kind of girl that goes
to a place like that but there I was and the hostess fondled my breasts telling
me that I was a VIP member; that there were no rules for me there. Turned out
that Logan worked there and I got to see her perform on stage. She aroused me
so much that I began touching myself as she watched. When she was done she led
me to a backroom where all of these women were having an orgy. They are the
ones that gave me my party favors and told me if I ever needed to come back I
could. Does this make any sense to you Ashton?”
“I see you’re re-adjusting
yourself while I speak. Did recalling these memories get you excited again? What
are you thinking about right now Sidney?”
“You… what you would look
like naked with your juices pouring down my fingers. What you sound like when
you are about to climax. If the words that I am using are getting you hot…
asking myself what is stopping me from kissing you.”
Ashton took her chop sticks
out of her hair so that it began to fall around her shoulders. “So I am the
reason that you are getting excited Sidney. Because you want to know what I
look like naked…” her smile was more than devious it was downright inviting.
Her hands were moving over her suit buttons revealing that she had on a white
silk chemise spaghetti strapped shirt on that showed her nipples. She began to
un-cross her legs so that I could see what she was working with… no panties.
“I don’t think that it’s
wise for you to be doing that in front of me Ashton. I cannot control this
feeling when it decides to fully come out. I lose control of my body…”
“That’s the point of this
exercise Sidney… to see how much you can take till that darker part of you
comes out. To gage your reactions in order to help you work through this sexual
awakening you are having. By me taking off my skirt and you seeing that I am
not wearing any underwear you should be more inclined to transition into a
truer form of yourself…” Ashton began to look through Sidney’s goodie bag for
something she could use in this situation. She found an 8 inch pink vibrator
and smiled in approval. Ashton began playing with the vibrator; rubbing it over
her breasts till they were hard. Then she teasingly took off her shirt and her
breasts were exposed in all of their glory.
I was just staring at
Ashton’s body in pure disbelief that my shrink was trying to turn me on purposefully!
It was working… I was getting aroused and I wanted to reach out and touch her
body so badly! Stick that vibrator so far up her that all she could do was
orgasm. The hunger was rising inside of me to the point that I couldn’t control
myself. I felt the need to get myself off. My hands instinctively went to
caressing my breasts. God she turned on
the vibrator! That noise alone gets me to squirt. Shit.
Give
into me Sidney… give into the hunger that you try so hard to fight. Let me love you again… she didn’t forget
about me! That tingling feeling is coming over me…
I leaped across to where
Ashton was and began to kiss her. Pining her underneath me so that I could have
my way with her. I drove my fingers inside of her with force. Her moan was all
of the approval that I needed to continue revenging her. I tore at her breasts
like I was kneading bread. Pinching her nipples and licking them smooth again.
Her screams were that of desire; not of fear. Ashton wasn’t afraid of the
things that I was doing to her. She was a willing participant and that made it
all the more fun to make her cum. She felt so good on the inside… warm moist
and getting wetter by the minute. Her juices were flowing over my fingers just
like I wanted them to. Ashton didn’t disappoint me with how her body felt. She
was moaning and crying out for me to fuck her with the vibrator. After licking
my hand filled with her cum I took the vibrator and teased it in and out of her
tight little pussy. I looked in my goodie bag and pulled out a clit massager
and attached it to her clit. Within
seconds she was gyrating her hips to move in time with the vibrations. I turned
up the speed and she was screaming harder now. Ashton’s body was quivering and
we’ve only just begun. My smile turned sadistic and I turned on the vibrator to
full speed while I rode her so that I could share in the pleasure that she was
feeling. I silenced her voice with my tongue to make sure that she took in all
of pleasure that she was taunting me to give to her.
Ashton looked so good when
she was climaxing. The way her body beaded with perspiration as she was being
overloaded with sexual desire. Her olive skin tone made the sweat beads stand
out even more as she pressed herself against me. Ashton took her fingers and
jammed them into me. The sudden unexpectiveness of her fingers inside of me
surged my body with a rush of pleasure. I wanted more. More of Ashton in every
way that I could possibly have her in. More of this feeling that was making me
pulsate with excitement. She will be a great fuck buddy!!! I hope that this
experience is a good for her as it is for me. Even when Ashton begged me to
take out the vibrator I told her that she could go for longer and that she
would thank me for it when it was over. I wanted to hear her scream in
pleasure; orgasm so hard that she can’t even walk just so that I could keep her
coming back to me…
Mercifully I removed the
clit massager and began to lick her clit. Who knew that she could shutter at
the mere touch of my tongue… I swirled the vibrator around and watched as her
body reacted to the movement. The when I thought that she had enough I took it
out. So Ashton can squirt… interesting.
I returned back to my chair and I felt more like myself again. At least
the self that I know I am. Ashton’s body was convulsing with orgasms and I was
quite proud of myself for being able to give her that. Her eyes were large and
fixed on me. I didn’t know what to do but apologize and said that I would
understand if she didn’t want to be my shrink. It took Ashton some time to get
her wits together. When she did she said that our session was over and that she
would see me again in 2 nights.
“You sure that you have only
been into women for the last couple of days Sidney? Well ah hem you could have
fooled me! I have to say that I haven’t had that kind of pleasure in a very
long time…” there was that devious smile again and she was gone.
2 more nights till I can see
her again… that would be waaay to long for me to go without seeing her! Maybe
her juice is still on the vibrator… yes! I couldn’t believe that I am such a
fiend right now licking off Ashton’s juices from this pink vibrator! She still
tastes as good as I remember… I put the clit massager on as I inserted “pinky”
to re-enact what Ashton must have been feeling. The massager on my clit was
enough for me to repeatively cum; but pinky was pushing me over the edge just
like I wanted it to. My hips were rising to push pinky in deeper but I needed
some instant gratification. All I could do was jam it in and out of me as hard
and as fast as I could. I was screaming in pleasure and I heard her voice… Cum for me Sidney I wanna hear you scream
out my name Sidney scream out J for me.
“fuck me harder J! fuck me…
J J J J J J” Something removed my hand
from pinky and placed both of my hands above my head. Pinky was moving on her
own and I couldn’t care less. Her name was J… she didn’t forget about me. She
still wanted me and that was all that I needed to know. J put her weight on me just like I did to
Ashton. The pleasure was more liberating than I thought it would be! J played
my body as if she has always known how to make me cum. Her licks of my nipples
in unision with the massagers made me so fucking horny that the hunger was
growing even bigger inside of me. The hunger was consuming me fully and I was
beginning to feel myself letting go for J… giving into whatever she wants me to
be. I tried to move my arms but it was useless. J had me where she wanted me.
She took pinky out and inserted herself inside of me. As soon as she made
contact with my vagina I was orgasming harder than before. My screams and moans
were turning guttural; I was going primal. I felt like I was going to implode
with all of this excitement that J was making me feel.
It
won’t be long now Sidney… cum harder for me and I’ll make you feel even better…
don’t disappoint me Sidney…
I was cuming as hard as I
could for J… then I felt something warm and wet near my asshole. I gasped as she
inserted something into it! Relax Sidney
you’re going to enjoy taking all of this… don’t you trust me…? J was right; it felt like all of me was
being filled. My body was weightless as J put me into doggie style position.
Was I being double penetrated at the same time? OH MY GOOOOOOOD!!! What the
fuck is she doing to me!?! This feels sooo good! J was pounding me so deep that
I couldn’t think straight. She pulled on my hair to arch my back and for a
moment the hunger was appeased. Then she disappeared. I was left with the
silence of desiring something that I didn’t know if it even exsisted.
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